Hello again

I am so stressed out. Why should i be stressed. I hate automated services on the phone. i am currently trying to pay our dumb internet/cable bill before we leave for MN. AHHH! i could punch someone. why do they all have to be so complicated. we always have a problem with this stupid service! OH MY GOODNESS! now i find out they are closed! bull crap! Let me tell you also why i am stressed... i haven't packed, i haven't cleaned, i haven't worked out... i haven't done much but eat and catch up on dvr. i just want to go to mn, but instead my manager decided to have a meeting early tomorrow morning and i work until 12 and such. ick. nasty garbage smell, double ick! hold on, i need to change that it is driving me nuts. much better!
I think it's interesting how some good tunes blasting help get the organized and cleaning juices going. Chris Thile is amazing. he is a singer in nickel creek. His voice!!! amazing. how distracted can i get while writing a blog. it's ridiculous. Today i felt like an elephant. I went shopping to find something cute for alysa's wedding, and it was right under my nose at target. makes me look like 2 elephants put together side by side.
I can't wait to come home!!! i hope to see you all! monday through wednesday should be good times to meet! call me with what you can do! then we will get this all planned...
but before i come home there are some news flashes...
1. we aren't buying a house. we are not ready to settle down, and it looks like we will be moving back to mn next year after michael graduates. i need home. i need mn. i love my wells girls and still have a year with them but i want to create better relationships with my mn friends too, to make up for my college foolishness. friends are too important to lose, and it hurts to think i could have ruined anything because i spent too much time with mike and school and work. just want to let you know how much i love you all! you are all so important to me.
2. my parents informed me yesterday that they put our home on the market... and the cabin... and the boat. what the f**k. that is my home, and well, my cabin too. i am happy it will free up money and stress for them, but truthfully i have already delt with so much change, it's going to be hard. so now my dear friends, i need to make some camping trips up north and maybe acquire the ability to rock climb... once my weight is controlled and my mass doesn't pull the mountains down into the ground.
3. well, i don't know, those are the 2 biggies and it's wierd to only have 2 so i will just say how excited i am to see you all! next post should have some more pictures, not just kitties.

LOVE YOU!