I am making up for missing so many blogging days by blogging twice in a day. oh well. so. today was interesting. and i quite frankly have never had to deal with such large issues. on my break today my mom called and left a message saying basically to apply for edina because they have a few art teaching positions and i have connections there. i don't know what to do. so i am applying and if i get it i will be moving back to mn. i have so much i am scared of. i have a new good job... we are getting super cheap rent! and i just feel like there is unfinished business in this state i need to recon with. but i know when my stomach starts hurting, i need to grow up and face the news and do what is best for my future. i just hate dealing with schools. they take forEVER to make a decision... it's scary, especially now with so many jobs on the line... and the move. i'm freaking out. at the beginning of march, we thought we were moving to omaha into a house... now we may be moving back this year! WHAT THE HELL! help me friends! i hate this. on top of that, the test taking people left me a message. that is not natural... and i can't call until monday! i didn't cheat, and i hope i didn't fail it so bad i'm never allowed to take it again! i am so nervous!
Luckily i'm done at well fargo, and on to new and better things. i am learning what it means to not be in control of life... and trusting only good will be in the future by trusting God. I am also grateful tomorrow is birth control appreciation day! mike has decided he wanted to take a day and appreciate all the crap my body has had to go through to not become pregnant. the emotions going nuts... the need to eat more.... i don't know. any day he wants to spoil me. that is awesome!
well... i am going to unwind and try to sort through all of these things going on!
much love to everyone!
About Me
- rebekah.pilypaitis
- I live in Omaha, and I am a busy person that needs to keep up with friends...
Lol I like that idea of BC App. Day. Let me know what that entails, I might have to pass that idea on to Jesse!
ReplyDeleteUgh. Jobs. We need them, and you may think one is good until you try it, or until you're doing it forever...You know what I'm going to say. Just keep that trust/faith going. And apply wherever you feel led. I've applied to SO many jobs and jumped around so much in the past couple months and am not incredibly happy with this one now...but I feel like God led me here for a reason so I'm sticking withit...with one eye looking out the window for other possibilities closer to home. So. That's what I say. Try it, go for it. When you get offered the job of your dreams or that would make a life change...then you weigh your options. For now, it's just an application ;-)
Love you sweetie. Keep up the blogging :-)
I am sure the test went fine, love. The control lesson seems to be one we are all going through right now. You are definitely at a crossroad at the moment, but just try to get through it without too much stressing, because it WILL work out for the best. It is scary thinking about not being in control of every aspect of our lives.... but then again, isn't it reassuring knowing that God has it all planned out for you? It will be okay : ) And we will all be here for you in the meantime!!!! Can't wait to see you this week!
ReplyDeleteUpdate - I feel entitled to demand this because I finally updated my own blog : )
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